the sound of the mandelin...

i promise todays blog will not be all about hating.

we'll start out by addressing the freshman issue.

• i dont hate them
• some. not all
• i know what im doing dont tell me.
• i didnt get a part in the play. im upset.
• my knee hurts- not enough to actually let me get away with crying though- due to being able to run on it yesterday. i got tripped in my soccer game. on turf. its icky. twice. the second time i rolled.
  

• im just not happy.

i am just very tired and i wouldnt mind a good cry. right now im in class waiting for it to be 2:30 so i can be excused to go to ANOTHER soccer game, secretly i really want the season to end. im just grumpy and in need of a good cry. so i believe i will take a bubble bath tonight, with either kurt or dan and have myself a good cry while listening to delicious sentimental music.
i may also play some grand clarinet tonight!
mommy said we could go to the music store saturday. i want a uke. i know that they have mandelins and i wouldnt mind one of thoooose!
alright now im getting a little excited for my music excursions.
if you have suggestions for which instrument i may get leave them in the comments i'll do anything but flute. though it may take awhile to get funds... still! okay i think i'll go on ebay and search around a bit during class.

turrah c:
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the absence of a whale...

wouldnt actually be missed i've decided! though my thought process probably was so much more significant than the actual answer i still feel as if the dependency of a whale would change the world. in fact i am sitting in my comp. apps class- again! and typing to you, and of course ben folds is pouring into my ears. my obsession with ben is probably one of the most important things in my life none the less my entire ipod. speaking of ipods i had mine die on me- so not happy. anyway while ziggy is sick and dying i am making due. of course im trying not to sing as brick appears on the screen, thus in my headphones- the good ones. i have weighed my options of typing the lyrics out to you and making it seem like i actually am important enough to have friends.
speaking of friends saturday is formal and my dress is pretty though its not the one that i really wanted.
onto things that have no meaning- i forgot a shinguard today, thus i will see my own reaction as as i roll my eyes up into my head wishing for a more sarcastic look- which of course is already plenty sarcastic.


in all reality- she's a brick and im drownin'; slowly off the coast and im headin' no wear. she's a brick and im drowning slowly.
brick my BF is forever and always one of my favourites.

ohmy. i think i need to leave- i just used the phrase "the shizzz" with several "z"'s . i doubt this is a good sign.

im actually amazed at how i can go a whole blogpost saying a lot- but never really saying anything. but thats the way i need it today- more than need actually but im not sure what that word is.

i'll leave you with that. but no nifty nuances today. just go listen to ben folds.

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